{"id":486,"date":"2009-11-04T20:31:28","date_gmt":"2009-11-05T03:31:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/?p=486"},"modified":"2009-11-04T20:31:28","modified_gmt":"2009-11-05T03:31:28","slug":"feeling-guilty","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/?p=486","title":{"rendered":"Feeling guilty"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So I haven&#8217;t been into the gym at work for a while.\u00a0 My buddies Nate and Oscar were asking me why and I began feeling guilty for not going.\u00a0 Life happens and the schedule I have affects my workout pattern.\u00a0 With my wife and younger kids gone for 2 and a half weeks, it gets tough.<\/p>\n<p>I do continue to run outside, but as it gets dark and cold, it gets harder.\u00a0 Today, I ran 1 mile and walked 1, and for some strange reason, some kids in a car felt the need to heckle me while I was running.<\/p>\n<p>But I do have hope for humanity.\u00a0 Yesterday my story with a link to this blog was posted on the corporate intranet site, I thought it was going to be placed in the public blog but I was surprised to see it on the front page.\u00a0 It is a good thing because I have seen a lot of responses, it is good.\u00a0 It inspires me profoundly and I hope it reciprocates and people find inspiration from me.<\/p>\n<p>As for the heckling and the guilt, I don&#8217;t let it get me down.\u00a0 I use it to fuel my determination more.<\/p>\n<p>Finally a note on the weight, I can feel oh so close to breaking 250.\u00a0 Recall in this old post<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/?p=184\">http:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/?p=184<\/a><\/p>\n<p>I mentioned that 250 was a bogeyman, some great wall that will be difficult to overcome.<\/p>\n<p>Also this post<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/?p=230\">http:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/?p=230<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Which had me down to my lowest point, 243 lbs, that was recorded since I moved to Washington.\u00a0 That was in March 2 of 2002.\u00a0\u00a0 In 2002, I do recall cracking 240 briefly, but that was not recorded.<\/p>\n<p>I recall this post three weeks into this blog.<br \/>\n<a href=\"http:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/?p=66\">http:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/?p=66<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Wow that was so far away.<\/p>\n<p>Weight: 252.6<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So I haven&#8217;t been into the gym at work for a while.\u00a0 My buddies Nate and Oscar were asking me why and I began feeling guilty for not going.\u00a0 Life happens and the schedule I have affects my workout pattern.\u00a0 &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/?p=486\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/486"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=486"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/486\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":487,"href":"https:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/486\/revisions\/487"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=486"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=486"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.lazyplayer.com\/blog\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=486"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}